Reasons for the statement above..
I really want to blog right now... even if no-one is ever going to read it!
Now, I can't speak for anyone else, but to me blogging is a way of talking about anything you want to talk about. Sharing something you want to share with anyone who is willing to listen at that moment in time.
Even if no-one is actually listening...!
A massive amount of things have changed for me since January.
I finished my course, got a new job and loads of other crappy boring life stuff that happens to everyone. But the biggest thing that's happened pretty recently is I have finally realised that confidence is key.
And if you haven't got it... fake it!
I met a great friend on the course I was studying, and she's just about as into makeup as I am. She's very talented, and amazingly confident in her abilities. I showed her a couple of looks that I'd done on myself and randoms and she was impressed. She asked me to come and do a shoot with her and a photographer she'd been working with for a while... Exciting!
It was one of the scariest things I have ever done; I mean, I've sung in front of some pretty big crowds and haven't really been that nervous. But this was just completely crazy!
I swallowed my fears and went for it! And it was one of the best things I have ever done.
It taught me that there are people out there that are just out to hurt you, for the success you have enjoyed. They need to get over themselves and start living their own lives instead of being jealous of others!
Yeah.
Be yourself, and 'eff the others that don't have a personality and want to feed off yours... not cool.
- I haven't blogged since January.
- I still only have 3 followers.
I really want to blog right now... even if no-one is ever going to read it!
Now, I can't speak for anyone else, but to me blogging is a way of talking about anything you want to talk about. Sharing something you want to share with anyone who is willing to listen at that moment in time.
Even if no-one is actually listening...!
A massive amount of things have changed for me since January.
I finished my course, got a new job and loads of other crappy boring life stuff that happens to everyone. But the biggest thing that's happened pretty recently is I have finally realised that confidence is key.
And if you haven't got it... fake it!
I met a great friend on the course I was studying, and she's just about as into makeup as I am. She's very talented, and amazingly confident in her abilities. I showed her a couple of looks that I'd done on myself and randoms and she was impressed. She asked me to come and do a shoot with her and a photographer she'd been working with for a while... Exciting!
It was one of the scariest things I have ever done; I mean, I've sung in front of some pretty big crowds and haven't really been that nervous. But this was just completely crazy!
I swallowed my fears and went for it! And it was one of the best things I have ever done.
It taught me that there are people out there that are just out to hurt you, for the success you have enjoyed. They need to get over themselves and start living their own lives instead of being jealous of others!
Yeah.
Be yourself, and 'eff the others that don't have a personality and want to feed off yours... not cool.
